When the topic of racism comes up, a group of people become frustrated or go through various negative emotions because they have either experienced racism themselves or have heard of/seen their friends and/or family members experience racism.
Another group of people, however, tend to hastily dismiss the topic because they think this issue has been settled and taken care of decades ago.
Dear reader, let me tell you this: In today’s society, racism is very well and alive.
Now I have been well aware of this fact for years, but it was not until a recent event that it suddenly hit me very hard.
As you may or may not know, aviation is a very expensive major because of the flight fees. To give you an estimate, just my flight fees for my first flight course equated my tuition and fees for one semester of college. That is A LOT of money. Now being the responsible college student that I am, I have applied to numerous scholarships and continue to do so and have received a few thanks to the generous donors. I have to say that it makes me that much more motivated to see that such wonderful people want to see me succeed and give me their hard-earned money.
During a recent scholarship interview, I felt discriminated against from the moment I sat down in front of the panel until the hand shakes and “thank you for your time” farewells. The chairman of the scholarship organization first asked me where I was from as I was sitting down on the chair. I replied to his question as anyone else would when asked that question. I was a bit confused, however, because I had clearly wrote about my past experiences and immigration process in my scholarship application. “Maybe he does not remember my essay out of several other applicants'”, I thought to myself. After some small talk, all three individuals on the panel spent about five minutes reading my application while I had to sit in silence and watch them. I had never experienced this before–all of the interviews I had attended in the past included many questions from my application as they skimmed through it.
I don’t want to give you a headache so I will get to the point of this post. On my application I had stated that I have over three hundred and forty volunteer hours. One panelist asked what I spent those hours doing, so I explained to him that I volunteered at OU Medical Center and Norman Regional Health System for a few summers, while volunteering at a local gym and other events in the community such as the 2013 Moore tornado, distributing food to the homeless, etc. Here comes the juicy part….
“Did you spend any of those hours volunteering for a church?” I was taken aback by the chairman’s question. After a few seconds of pause, I explained to him that I am not a Christian, but I have volunteered at churches before around Thanksgiving time. He then concluded the ‘interview’ by asking me what religion I practice. Was this even legal? Did this really happen to me?
In all honesty, I was angry at first–angry that they put me through such an awful ‘interview’ and could not see past my race and religion. Then I was disappointed in myself–disappointed because I spent my time and energy trying to impress people that only saw the parts of me they did not like.
I want to finish off by saying that if you have ever experienced a similar situation, please do not let the ignorance of others get to you. You are worthy and deserve equal treatment. Those who cannot see past your race, religions, gender, etc. and cannot see your accomplishments don’t deserve your time and tears. Stay strong and keep going. There are still individuals that want to see your success and will help you stay on your path.